Cutie Pet Fair 2009

This happened 1 year ago . A random guy sent me a mail in friendster ( yes , the website that had been abandoned by everyone for a long long time ) . In the mail he said ...

random guy :" Hi ! Can i add you in friendster ?

hawyu :" huh?!

random guy :" you are so pretty and you are only 16 years old ?????????????????

hawyu :" oh thanks for the compliment .

random guy :" are you sure you are just 16 years old ?????????????

hawyu :" no , i'm only 15 years old .

random guy :" 15 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* okie fine i have to admit that i look mature , but please lah i'm really 15 this year okie !!!!*

hawyu :" everyone been through 15 OKAY !!!???

after that i never receive any mail from this random guy anymore .






Hello people ! it's a miracle that i could wake up really early today after working the whole day in my dad's factory yesterday . I dashed into Annie sis's room , who was still in her sweet dreams woke her up and we made our way to central park ( the park right next to 1Utama , if this is not the real name for that park , inform me ya !) . If zhao yang did not inform me about this pet fair , i wouldn't even know anything too !






this Cutie Pet Fair 2009 was mainly sponsored by .






After walking around for some time , i sms-ed zhao yang , i was eager to play with his dog ! while i was waitting for his call , Annie sis and i spent our time walking around and playing with the dogs , and both of us were staring at the floor all the time , we were so scared that we might step on some "fresh" poops ! Oh ya , i saw that uncle again , that unlce owned 2 HUGE St.Bernard . seriously it is HUGE ! It's about 2 of my size i guess ?! It's really really big ! I see him in every pet fair ! i see him annualy wei ! His dogs never participate in any activities before , i think he is trying to show off , showing off that he has 2 HUGE St.Bernard. Well i was not scared of that 2 HUGE dog at all , that 2 HUGE St.Bernard seems so harmless to me , i'm not scared of dog at all , but they freaked me off when something happened between zhao yang's dog and that 2 HUGE St.Bernard . So yup , while i was busy staring at the St.Bernard , Zhao Yang came !!

oh ya , i have to apologize to zhao yang that i did not say hi to his sister , sorry ya ! i was too excited to see your dog ! Anyway zhao yang's doggy was super cute ! i laughed like mad when i see it !

TADAH !!




cute right ?! i was so surprised to see zhao yang dressing his dog as STITCH ! and the name of this litlle stitch is bo zai yun ! we called her bobo !




So my sister and i walked around with zhao yang and his cute little stitch ! While we were walking , that 2 HUGE St.Bernard was blocking the way , 2 of that HUGE St.Bernard was sleeping in the middle of the road , so it's very common that a dog would go over to another dog and start to sniff each other right ?! Bobo went over and started to sniff one of the St.Bernard which it was sleeping in the middle on the road . The St.Bernard opened his eyes and started to stand up , this St.Bernard and the other one started to attack Bobo , the St.Bernard that bobo sniffed nearly bite bobo , or i should say the St.Bernard nearly EAT Bobo up ! Thank god the St.Bernard's owner hold them tight enough ! Zhao yang , my sister and i walked away immediately , my eyes were opened extremely wide , macam ini O.O , my heart beated so fast ! it was so scary ! The St.Bernard was 20 times of Bobo . When i looked at my sister , she had the same shocking expression as i do and zhao yang told me that he was scared too . That 2 HUGE St . Bernard really did freaked us off .




okie this is a St.Bernard , the one that i saw in the pet fair all the time is slighty bigger than the one in the picture .


Later on , zhao yang went over and met up with his sister and i walked around with my sister , it will be a nice day if it did not rain , before it started to rain heavily , my sister and i took a picture with Bobo . *happy * and i totally forgot to take a picture with zhao yang ! sorry wei , next time lah ! next time i camwhor with you !






* annie sis and Bobo .










* me and Bobo




I regret to go home so early , i regret for not taking pictures with other dogs , so to make me feel better i forced pang pang , who was having his nap to take a few pictures with me . At first he did not want to and he gave me this look








But at last he finally took a few nice pictures with me with his cheering look ! i lurve him !












After taking pictures , he was sleepy and he gave me this look










Thanks pang pang ! *wink wink *




It was a nice day ! thanks zhao yang , bobo was really cute !!

Woman loses niples in wanting to become a man .

I wonder did you read the newspaper this morning . I did and i felt so sorry for this woman . This woman is a 36 year old businesswoman . She wanted to be a man all the time , and she wanted to remove her breast desperately . One of her friend introduce her to a doctor who claimed that he himself is a doctor from Singapore , but when this woman is in the operation room , she found that the surgeon is not any doctor from Singapore but from local ! She told the surgeon what she wants , but in the end of the operation , what she wished for did not come true but the illegal operation had sent her to hell . After the operation , she found that she lost her nipples after she removed the bandage and a really deep and big scar on her chest . She couldn't work or even sleep at night , the pain had tortured her for more than 4 months and her chest even festered .



i really really do feel sorry for her , she just want to remove her breast and be a man , why her friend and that surgeon want to turn her life into this horrible situation ?! She might take that money and fly to Thailand , she might be a real man after coming back from Thailand . And i bet the surgeon is some kind of butcher in the pasar pagi nearby ., who just simplay chop the fats and nipples off the chest and just wraped it up and that's all . I wonder how could they do this to a innocent woman ?! She just want to make her dream comes true , why you spoil her dream and the rest of her life ? When i read the part where she said her chest started to fester after she remove the bandage , i felt my chest really pain too . I just read it , and i felt it would be really pain if it really happened to me , and this woman can't even stand the pain for more than 4 months , she is really a strong woman !



I post this , is not to point at her with my fingers and laugh at her . I just felt that she's really really an innocent woman . Hope some surgeon will help her to get out of this nightmare and please ! people , don't believe in something that is not true and please don't buy or do anything because you want to save money , it might ruin your life . pray for her .

*click for more informations !

yes , i do remember you .

Foong ling (part 2 )

hawyu : OOIII !!!

hawyu : entertain me

foong ling : wat

foong ling : haiz

foong ling : why not YOU entertain me

foong ling : if i entertain u

foong ling : u will also forget everything in 5 seconds

foong ling : so why should i waste my time

foong ling : hmp

hawyu : AHAHAHAH !!!

Woke up really early this morning because wennie sis on all the lights and even the bloody radio while i'm sleeping . Well i'm used to it . I rolled on the bed until wennie sis went out , i sat up , wrapped myself with the blanket and stared blank at the wall . At this very moment , something small and unique caught my attention . It is covered with a thick layer of dust , i felt so depress when i look at the cracks on it's surface , it reminds me of how i break it in the beginning of this year . I broke it while i was busy carrying the mattress with wennie sis and i accidentally knocked it down , there it goes , fell down and it cracked , the water splash and i stunned there for seconds . I never ever expect that it will end like this , i thought i could have protect the only present that you gave it to me safe and sound , unfortunately , i can't . I picked up every piece , one by one . I did not want to throw it , although your heart and everything do not belong to me anymore , but i want this present badly because whenever i look at it , it reminds me of the sweet memories of us . I glued it one by one , i did not burst in tears when i glu it , i just felt sad to break such a beautiful thing .


I get down from my comfortable bed , i hold it carefully , looking at it while sweet memories of us appeared in my mind as if i'm flipping a photo album . I do remember how did you confessed to me in school , how we call each other everyday , sweet words from your mouth and what did you tell me on the day we break up . It has been 6 years but i do remember the most important part clearly . After that sweet 3 months , we were best friends before our primary years end , i'd asked you that , that 3 month relationship is counted as our first love , you said no immediately , i smiled to you for your immediate respond but my heart was bleeding at the same time because i take t really serious and till now i'll voice it out proudly that my first love happened during my primary school life ! . I treated you as my best friend in the outside , but i expected a lot from you in my heart , because i still like you at that moment . Because i like you , it ruined everything , if i did not like you anymore , we would be friends forever. I do regret , till now , i still do .


After we fight and we were not friends anymore , i cried at home , i cried to my sisters that i lost my best friend , i thought it would be the end of the world , i thought he was really really important to me . Something that i'm happy about is , he asked me to transfer to the same school as him , and i did , and thank god they rejected me and i have to stay in my current school . I do remember that i was really really sad at that moment and i hated myself very much , i hated myself why did i like him ? why did i fight with him ? why did i expect that much of him ?

After my primary life , i did not contact him anymore , because i know he hate me very much , but these few years , my ex-classmates update me about him once in awhile , through my friend's news , i think he changed , he became some kind of flirty guy , and psst ! i think he doesn't look as good as standard 6 . i think he look pretty good when we were standard 6 .Well few of my ex-classmates even told me that you date girls who are elder than you , and you even acted like an unknown when our ex-clasmates said hi to you . You became very arrogant .


Last time i thought i couldn't live without you , without you , everyday is the end of the world to me but HEY ! now , when i look back , i found that i don't need you to live at all . I wanted to say

hey ! we used to be best friends , but not now , no worries , i live better than you !

You told people that you are a chiq magnet . Chiq magnet ?! nice word ! but it doesn't suit you at all !


Anyway , our sweet memories is still in my memory card , it will never disappear , because it was my first love .

i don't love you anymore ,
i move on without you ,
don't worry ,
the crystal ball is still with me ,
safe and sound.

stop it , please?!

few days back , foong ling told me that fish only have 5 seconds of memory and

hawyu: come on i'm boring

foong ling : so????

foong ling : is it my fault

hawyu: yes

hawyu : because u did not entertain me

foong ling : haiz

foong ling : juz look for a short comedy show

foong ling : and u ll laugh every 5 seconds

foong ling : when ur brain refresh

My tears still roll down my cheeks whenever you remind me about this incident , although it ends with a happy ending , but i just can't forget the fear in my heart before the happy ending comes .


i do remember this incident happened on one unhappy Thursday morning , you told me that you don't feel good when you go toilet , you feel that your urinary tract is really pain when you urinate , you were scared and started to think of something stupid , you thought that you have kidney failure . I was really really scared after this 2 words " kidney failure " came out from your mouth . I walked off after you said that , i don't want to listen to any of these bullshits anymore , i don't want these bullshits to bring my tears out in front of you . I tried my best to ignore you because i do not know the right way to comfort others when they are sad and worry , all i can do is sit beside them and listen to them , but i can't sit beside you . I'm afraid that you would be the one who comfort me while i burst into tears .

I tried to look away when you talk to me , i know you were worried , you can't sop yourself from telling me that how worry you are if you really have this sickness . I tried to hold my tears back by shouting at you , asking you to stop thinking about these stupid things . Is not nice , whenever you talk about that , it shivers out from my heart , and i started to think about something stupid like you too . What if you really have kidney failure ? what if i have to go to the hospital everyday , seeing you sleeping beside the machine and suffer ? can i actually donate one of my kidney to you ? i don't know what to do , i was so helpless . i cried really loud when i was taking shower before tuition .


After shower , i came down . I saw you wearing your spectacles , reading a magazine with the disappointed look on your face , you looked at me and started to tell me that , you suspect that you really have kidney failure because the list of symtom on the health magazine is same as yours . Looking at your helpless eyes made me felt really really bad , i loved you so much but i couldn't do anything for you . I stared at you and shouted at you , aking you to fetch me to tuition immediately , i snatched the book away from you and i started to read out all the symtoms that they have on the bloody hell health book . Not all were same as yours , you actually apologized to me in the car , saying sorry that we have to take care of you if you really have kidney failure , sorry that dad have to pay you and do operation this and that . I turned away , looking at the trees out of the window , i wasn't ignoring you at that moment but i did not want you to know that my eyes were full of tears , i was really scared , i'm afraid to lose you . I did not even say goodbye to you .


I rushed into the toilet immediately , my tears roll down without any control , i wasted many many tissues in the toilet just to wipe off my tears . I came out with the bengkak eye , i scared my friends with that red and bengkak eyes . I remain silent in the class , i did not talk much that day , i was really really scared , i stared blank at the cell phone , i wanted to call one of my sisters and tell them about this but mum asked me not to tell them keep it as a secret . I was so helpless . But miracle happened when my cell phone rang when i was having my class , alice sis sms me and told me that you wre fine , you do not have any kidney failure but normal urinary tract infection only . A smile finally appeared on my face , i was really really happy at that moment , thank god everything was fine .

I went home , i saw you cooking in the kitchen , i ran to you , looking at you with my watery eye , you smiled and apologize to me for causing me to worry about you , and you told me that you saw me crying before i leave to tuition . you started to cry too and at this moment the potong steam kia , annie , came over and asking us to stop crying . well i know i cried a lot but at the beginning i was worry that's why i cry , in the end i was happy that's why i cry . If you think that i cry too much and wanted to slap me , guess what i was crying when i recall back this incident while i blog . hehe ! sorry , i cry easily !


Anyway , the one who made me cry the whole day was my mother . She's really really silly .But through this incident , i found that i really do care about her very very much , before this incident , i do tell her that i love her , but that three little words seems so meaningless , i even questioned myself whether do i really do love her from the bottom of my heart , after this incident , i proved to myself that she is important to me and i do love her from the bottom of my heart .

i love you mummy !

Cassandra's Birthday (Part 2 !)

hawyu :" ma , tell you one of my deepest secret !!

mum :" yes ?!

hawyu :" you know , i watched a movie , those dogs aoh , can talk !!

mum :" okie then ?!

hawyu :" then ah , i always have this little wish . There is this so called :" translator " for dogs one , they are selling it in Japan .

mum :" ya

hawyu :" i always wanted to buy one for Rocko , so i'll know what he says !! but ah ..

mum :" but ?!

hawyu :" I always tell him i love him , what if one day he has the translator thingy and he say he doesn't love me then how ?

mum :" AHAHAH !!

hawyu :" so i better don't buy , i rather i lie to myself for life !!

Hey ! well it would be a really really short post lah ! i can't wait to post the pictures so yeap !

First !

Happy Birthday Chin Foong Ling !!!

you've been a really good friend , a friend that always tease me and would go crazy with me ! i used to dislike you last time because i do not know you well but now , i was wrong , you are a really good friend ! i don't know why but i just love to fight with you and vikki over your stupid super junior ( okie lah joking lah ! ) thingy and my takuya kimura ! i just love to raise my voise and shout and you ! and you are always my best ponteng kaki !! You are the one who always ponteng PBSM with me ! and and you are my secret keeper too !! the one who knows about my primary love story , scolding me for being so stupid ! ahah !! i appreciate everything ! thanks ! i lurve you letterbox cat ! and ya , you look pretty now ! big girl hor !!





oh yea , this is the only picture i have the other one i accidentally delete it !! damn ! we take a better one in the future okie ??!! letter fish loves you !!





Second !



Today , Cassandra came and celebrate her belated birthday with us ! she's really cute tonight ! had fun playing around with her , and her birthday cake .... it just to entertain us but not to eat lah ! ( it sucks !!) Had party !! so yea , let the pictures continue my story !!!




* from aunty fong (my mum ) !










* PIZZA !! sponsored by me and three other sisters !











* KFC ! sponsored by Mr. and Mrs. Koh !!











* errr shit !! i forgot who sponsored this !!









*the birthday girl ! eh her eyes are big and round too ! and her mother claimed that she has small little eyes !










* she's the birthday girl , so she get to eat the drumstick . i'm being really kind that night for not snatching her drumstick !






















*sharing is caring !! AWW !










*AH !























*Her birthday cake !



































* me , cassandra and Mrs.Koh !












* the happy family !



































* the Koh family and I !











*Cassandra and Uncle Heng !

































*AWW!






































































































































* meet my brother-in-law and his big big tummy !!











*present !!









































































* and it is the most creepy present i ever seen !! it's the stupid Thomas train ! is freaking hell creepy !! There's face in front of the train and it's all white and it has a creepy smile !!

























That's all !! i was exhausted that night ! but i do enjoy it very much ! the night ended very well !

Happy Birthday Foong Ling and Cassandra !

Happy Birthday Cassandra ! aka MONSTER !

Shawn :" HAWYU !!

hawyu :" what ?!

Shawn :" ok listen

hawyu :" ok !

Shawn :" Roses are red , Violets are blue , all girls are born beautiful , WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU !!

hawyu : =.= what is this lah !

6th of November !! Is Cassandra's birthday !? who is Cassandra ?! she's my dearest niece ! and she is my one and only niece ! ( for this present moment !)

I always do remember the first few months , when Jenny sis is pregnent , she thought of killing the baby before , because the baby was not in her plan , the baby came in a sudden , but she did not let the baby go , she rather ruin her plan and she decided to take this baby . In the first checkup , they were happy when the doctor said the baby was fine . During the second checkup , Jenny sis and brother-in-law burst into tears when the doctor told them that the baby was not growing after the checkup , the doctor said the baby died in the stomach . Jenny sis called back and we cried too . I cried in front of mum . I'd been thinking nice names for the baby and now the names are useless . Jenny sis cried the most , she's the mother .

Miracle Happened

That Sunday , Jenny sis was about to go to the hospital for an operation . ( you can't leave the died baby in the stomach right ?) The surgeon suggested her to do one last checkup before this operation , and thank god this checkup saved the baby's life . The doctor said the baby is growing and it's really well . The baby is alive !! The previous doctor read the wrong folder , he read the first checkup folder so yea . The baby is alive and the name of the baby is Cassandra !







*the only picture that i took with you when you are only 7 months old !



















Happy Birthday Cassandra !! We love you !!